C. Baker
Though
his pace was not hurried, the trees clawed at him, arthritic fingers grasping
at his clothes and face. Beams of silver spanned the heavens of the inky river
of the night sky, dotted with pebbles of platinum light, beating against the
canopy of the ancient trees.
Out of his
twenty-two years on this Earth, it was the coldest winter in recent memory.
There had been no snow, just a dread cold settling over the land; perhaps to
stay. The water of farm troughs had frozen over during the night broken again each
morning. Winter caps were donned in the early morning, fire wood stacked near
the door to avoid a lengthy trip in the cold.
This very
cold bit at him now, cut his cheeks, frosted his eyes, made visible his breath.
It was foolish, he realized now, for me to make pilgrimage out of the farm
today. But he had sworn four years previously to visit her grave every year
on her birthday, the third of January.
Sometime
later (it was hard to tell time in this particular forest), he came to the
clearing. Moonlight shone brightly on the thick grass, thick enough to use as a
bed. They had come here often before the accident, stargazing and telling
stories. The clearing was not particularly large or small, and he got the
feeling that it changed size at a whim. There was constant blurred motion at
the edges of his peripheral vision; the tree line seeming to retreat or advance
at any given moment.
The grave stood in the middle.
It
was not rich or decorated frivolously: farming was not a job for the frivolous.
It was made of plain stone, tinged with age after the course of hot summers and
cold winters. The light of the moon made the stone shine like opal containing a
star. It seemed to burn from within.
He
walked towards it, the grass offering slight resistance to his steps. He
reached out his hand to touch the stone, tracing his finger over the engraving:
The sun of my life;
The moon that guides the hero by night;
Take your respite;
That you are freed from your blight;
My dearest Jive.
It came
back to him as it did every year: the hot summer weighing down the world under
an oppressive blanket, a miasma of heat shimmering over the dirt road as his
pickup bounced over the ruts and tracks laid down by years of commute; her
face, dotted with perspiration, seemed to glow with a cool radiance. They were
talking, but he didn’t remember about what; maybe about which movie to watch at
the cinema.
That’s
when the car hit them.
He hadn’t
been looking at the road; her beautiful oval face distracted him, cool blue
eyes promising the relaxation of a day by the lake, lips more plump and red
than an Apple of Eden.
Steel bent
and screamed.
The
windshield spiderwebbed.
Glass flew across the cabin, rending
flesh.
Her scream cut through the air,
goosebumps in the heat of June.
The
paramedics told him later, after he woke in a hospital bed surrounded by
concerned family, that she had died nearly instantly after the impact. The
passenger side door had crumpled, and the engine block of the other car had
carried enough momentum to liquify her ribs, and fracture his right arm. The
other driver had threatened to press charges, but dropped them after learning
that his betrothed had been killed.
He
didn’t talk to anyone for a while.
The
ceremony was plain; money was tight. It went without saying that it would be
closed-casket. The coffin was plain oak, the tombstone of a generic type. His
was the only family that attended; her family never present in her life, given
up for adoption at birth. It was a brief funeral, given in the glade, clouds
masking the unrelenting sun.
His
eyes were moist as the casket was lowered into the ground. The sky above
opened, rain falling like a thousand tears, mixing with his own, a wet kiss on
the cheek. He became solely devoted to his work on the farm; college was never
expected of him, and his parents needed his help more often in their slowly
advancing age. But, on the third of January, he made pilgrimage to his shrine,
her resting place.
He hadn’t realized he was crying.
His fists
were clenched tight on the head of the tombstone, knuckles white with exertion.
The tears froze as they traced their solemn way down his exposed face. God, how
he missed her. He prayed every night for her, hoped that she knew that he
missed her.
“What’s
with the tears, my boy?”
The voice
froze him to his core. His eyes flew wide, to see a cowled figure advancing
towards him from the edges of the forest, directly behind the tombstone.
“You miss
her, don’t you?”
It was
raspy, the man’s voice; like dead leaves underfoot in fall.
“W-who are
you? Why are you here?” He cursed himself for his voice cracking. The old man
continued to advance, relying on a gnarled walking stick.
“Don’t you
know yet, Jason? You’ve been quietly calling out into the night for me, hoping
for me to make my appearance, begging for an audience with me. In the darkest
of the night, you toss and turn, call out ancient names best left unspoken, and
beg for her to live again. To live, with you.”
The old
man pulled his cowl back, revealing a drawn out nose, and exaggerated mouth.
His eyes were alive; dark and twinkling with sinister energy. Clouds began to
obscure the moon’s silver light.
Jason took
a step back, wary. The glade dimmed as clouds formed overhead.
The old
man stepped closer, past the tombstone now.
“Do I have
to spell it out for you?” He huffed at this, crystalline breath dissipating in
the air. He searched for some recognition, or understanding in Jason’s eyes. He
found none.
“I’m the
Devil. I’m disappointed. All the begging from you and I would’ve thought that
you’d be expecting me.”
Jason
shook his head, muttering under his breath.
“Now
listen here: I can give you what’s-her-name-” the Devil turned and looked at
the grave “-Jive, if you give me
something else in return. Nothing important-” he glanced at his fingernails
“-just your soul.”
Jason
stopped.
“You… You
could give me her back? You can do that for me?” He spoke softly, afraid that
even voicing the idea could make it real, afraid of having hope.
“Uh-huh.
Just need a verbal agreement that you’ll give me your soul and you can see her
again.” The old man looked up from his nails, and held Jason’s eyes.
Jason
shivered and looked away.
“If you
can give me her back, then that means that…”
“That she
didn’t go to Heaven? Oh no, she did, but the ol’ geezer in the sky doesn’t like
to admit to me having the power to do just about anything that I please. You
see, we made a bet a long time ago over an apple… Long story short, I bet that
humanity was intrinsically evil. He bet the opposite. I won, and every now and
then I get to snatch one of his precious from his ‘Glorious Kingdom.’”
The
clouds swirled overhead, like an inky broth, obscuring the moon.
“I
agree. Bring her back to me.”
The
old man smiled.
All
of reality screamed. The clouds vaporized as the heavens opened above him in
all its glory, the light of the divine shining down, stronger than the sun and
as pure as creation. His eyes burned with its magnificence.
The
ground in front of him exploded, dirt flying like a filthy rain; the Devil
laughed maniacally, clothes burning away, taking the form of a satyr wreathed
in flame. The casket set to rest four years ago slowly rose out of the soil and
into the air, the oak burning away until he saw his Jive. Her skin was rotten
and decayed, but bathed in the brilliance of the heavens it seemed beautiful.
The satyr motioned with his walking-stick-turned-staff, and the flesh was new.
A second more and she was wearing her white wedding gown.
The
satyr gestured for him to look skywards, as he made a pulling motion.
Simultaneously, Jason felt his soul wretched out of him and saw the soul of his
beloved descend into the corpse. Every nerve ending burned, every cell
screamed, every fabric of his being wept as his soul was pulled out of him. He
collapsed to his knees before his reanimated love.
“Jason.”
Her
voice was angelic, her face radiating beauty.
He
looked at her, his scorched vision blurred with tears of joy.
“Jive.”
She
gasped.
“What
have you done!?” Panic tinged her
voice.
The devil cackled manically behind
them.
Her
cream-colored skin began to slough off, turning a waxy yellow. She reached out
with her hands, wiping away dirt and tears as she decayed before him.
“I
love you Jason. Don’t you ever forget that.”
She
screamed as her soul was ripped from her body: the same ice-cold scream from a
hot day in June.
The
silence was deafening but for the wheezing of an old man.
“I
never said how long you could see her, my boy.”
He could hear the smirk in the his
voice.
Jason
closed his wet eyes, centuries old now. His body ached, his head throbbed, his
eyes stung. He lay down on the now-dead grass where they had shared their first
kiss, their dreams and hopes, and where he had proposed the idea of marriage.
He just wanted to sleep.
As
his senses were fading to pitch darkness, Jason felt himself being picked up,
and heard the heavy breathing of an old man exerting himself, as he was carried
off to something far worse than oblivion.
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